Barefoot
Beaches
Madison stood on the tarmac
in the early September sun, waiting as her luggage was loaded from
the
limo into the plane. It was time to climb the metal grid stairs to
the opened door of the plane, but she wasn't at all sure she could
do this.
Small planes scared the hell out of her. And even though this was a
large corporate commuter, it was still small compared to the other
planes
she'd flown.
She
took a deep breath and sighed as she realized that now, there was
no
one here to push her–no governess, no headmaster, no Dean of Women,
and most of all, no father. It was still hard to believe that she had
buried him just last week.
Yes, she could run out. She could get back in the limo and direct the
driver to take her anywhere . . . anywhere in the world. But if she
ran
out, then what? She would only be running out on herself. Of all the
challenges she'd had in her life, why was this one turning out to
be
the hardest?
Was it because she was leaving the security of New York and everything
that was familiar to her or was it because she was about to enter
the
corporate world on a level she didn't understand? No, it was because
of the conflict. She was going into a legal war zone, a place where
her father had flourished, where he had out-maneuvered and outflanked
the best of them, after all, it had been his field of expertise. But
it was going to be her demise, she just knew it. She did not have what
it took to fill his shoes. She hated conflict and always had. She
was
always the one to acquiesce, the one who gave in at the slightest hint
of trouble, even when she knew beyond a doubt that she was right.
She
even hated to see others argue or fight. In the dorm, she was the one
who resolved the conflicts before they escalated out of control.
As she stood there watching the last of her cases being loaded, she
caught her windswept hair in her hands, pulling at the strands that
stuck to her glossy lips. I should have braided it, she thought. It
would have been much more practical for traveling.
Madison looked over at the stairs again. Damn him for dying and leaving
this mess! Her glance drifted to the top of the stairs where she saw
the man whose time she owned for the next four months, the man her father
had hired to fly his private plane, the man who had been paid an exorbitant
amount of money to be available to fly her father anywhere he suddenly
had a whim to go. Well, where her father was going now, he certainly
didn't need wings. If anything, he probably needed a front end loader.
The man on the top step waved to her and she timidly waved back. So
this was Kent. Kent Markham, the man with a one year guaranteed contract,
a contract that she now owned and was obligated to pay. So now, she
owned a pilot. Wonderful. Last week, she owned a Papasan chair, two
computers, a trunk full of text books and a vintage Karman Ghia. This
week, she owned two large companies, six hotels, a department store,
a manor house on Long Island, a partially completed resort in North
Carolina, a Mercedes limo and a pilot. Not bad for a second-year graduate
student.
She shielded her eyes from the sun and looked back up at the man. The
hunky man her roommates would have said. He was gorgeous; tall, tanned
with wavy silver and chestnut colored hair, a broad chest with wide
shoulders, and a firmly chiseled jaw under sensuous, full lips. Okay,
if you were going to own a man, this would be the kind to have. She
couldn't see his eyes though. They were hidden behind dark, aviator-styled
sunglasses. But she could see his teeth when he smiled–perfect, white
and gleaming. Devastating, that's what he was, devastating. And he
was
probably just the type who knew it, too.
“We're cleared to go whenever you're ready Miss Grantham,” he
called down to her.
Well, it was time to either get on the plane or bolt. After a moment's
hesitation, she suddenly decided she wanted to know the color of Kent
Markham's eyes. So she slowly walked across the asphalt and up the shallow,
metal-grid steps, mindful not to scuff the heels of her linen-wrapped
pumps as she held tightly to the wobbly handrail.
There she was, Kent thought to himself, the erstwhile brainiac who
now owned a small dynasty. What he knew about Madison Grantham could
be
stuffed into a thimble, but what he'd
heard about her would fill a tanker. At 5' 10", she was her daddy's
illegitimate daughter, dropped off on his doorstep as an infant. He'd
taken her in, given her his name, and kept her very well hidden until
she went off to college. A Vassar girl with a capital V, for vapor.
But my, she did look mighty fine, in an elegant, sexy, sophisticated
way, but she still managed to seem demure enough to make a man wonder.
And he was wondering. Where the hell did she get those fantastic green
eyes and that silky, shiny blonde hair? And those breasts straining
against the jacket of her designer suit, a man couldn't look at her
without noticing those puppies.
Kent had known her father fairly well. They'd made many runs together
and her father didn't seem like the kind of guy who had a prayer of
latching onto anything this classy. Her mother must have been a showgirl
or a stripper or maybe even a stacked waitress, she sure didn't get
her
looks, or her fantastic figure from him. Jake Grantham had been grizzled,
brutish and surly, but sometimes after a few belts great fun.
He put out his hand to assist Madison into the plane and was surprised
at its soft coolness.
“How do you do, Mr. Markham?” she politely drawled, and
then he remembered that she had been raised in mostly southern boarding
schools.
I do fine and I'd like to do you, was on the tip of his tongue, but
he wisely, refrained. “I'm good. Ready to get on board and set
our sights
for sunny North Carolina?”
“No, not really. But I guess I have little choice in the matter,” she
said resignedly. “Would you do me a favor?”
“Sure, what?”
“Would you remove your sunglasses for a minute, please?”
His eyebrows went up under the top of the frames, but he resolutely
lifted the sunglasses up onto his head using a very tanned, very large
hand that was speckled with light curling hairs.
She looked into his eyes and smiled, “I was betting on blue.
I didn't know silver was an option.”
“A throwback to my Welsh grandfather. They called him Quick Silver.
Not in a derogatory way,” he added, “being quick to get
the job done, didn't
have the meaning that it has now.”
“What does it mean now?” she asked innocently, and he
wasn't sure if she was putting on an dumb act or if she really was
that naive about
a man's proclivity for premature timing with a woman.
“Nothing,”he mumbled, “nothing important. Here, let
me show you around your plane.”
He bored her with some of the more technical aspects of the plane, its
top speed and altitude, fuel capacities and such, as he showed her first
the cockpit, then the cabin.
“If it's all the same to you, Mr. Markham,” she interrupted,
“the plane's all yours. I'll just be a quiet, unassuming passenger.
The less I know
about the miracle of how we're suspended in the air, the better.”
“You have flown before, right?” he asked, suddenly wondering
how he was going to manage flying the plane and taking care of a nervous
first-time
passenger.
“Oh, I've flown all right, but not in anything like this. Although
this is very nice . . .” she didn't want to insult the plane
he had just been
praising to Kingdom come. “It's just that I like jumbo liners
better. I feel more secure knowing the pilot has the responsibility
of two hundred lives instead of just one.”
“Two,” he corrected.
“Yes, right. Two.”
“Well, let me assure you that I have flown those planes and been
responsible for over two hundred lives, other than my own,” he
emphasized, “and
I do it now with the same seriousness and commitment as I did then.
And given my druthers of having something major go wrong, I'd much
rather
be in this one than in one of those.”
“Really?” she said with a widening smile and he could tell
he had allayed some of her fears.
“Really,” he smiled and unable to resist, he winked. “Gotta
go turn the hand crank and get this baby warmed up. I'll see you in
North Carolina
in about two hours, give or take. If you need anything, just come up
front. Unlike commercial jet liners, I allow visitors in the cockpit,
especially if they own it.”
He left to go up front and she settled into an oversized leather chair
that was part of a small grouping by one of the five round windows.
Within a minute, she heard the sound of the engine being started, then
she felt the vibration in the metal body as the Beechcraft backed out
of its space and began moving toward the taxi way.
She heard Kent's deep voice booming through the cabin, instructing her
to belt up. Then, before she knew what was happening, they were tearing
down the runway. And, before she had a chance to get terrified, they
were up in the air. Well, that was one nice thing about smaller planes
she thought, it didn't take as long to get up enough speed to lift into
the air. And when it did lift, your stomach didn't lurch quite so much.
Now that they were in the air, she relaxed and kicked off her shoes.
She tucked her feet up underneath her, leaned her head back against
the headrest, and just let her thoughts float. Within a few minutes,
she was back with her father, sitting beside his bed in the hospital,
listening to his last minute instructions.

For The Love Of Amanda
"It's bad, Gabby. It's not going away. There doesn't seem to be anything
they can do for me anymore. They think I'm going to die."
"Oh, Mandy! This is so hard for me. How hard must it be for you? I don't
know how you're coping, I seriously don't." Gabby was wringing her hands
between her thighs, scratching white lines with her fingernails into her dark
indigo jeans.
"I think I've kind of known it was going to end up this way for a long time.
I've kind of accepted it. But it's really hard on my mom. She's devastated, she
doesn't know what to do. She was okay when we had some hope. When we were doing
the treatments, things were much, much better. But since we got the test results
yesterday, she's been in a shell, afraid to
come out."
"How long are they saying you have before you relapse this time?"
"This year sometime, unless there's a miracle. Mom's on the computer now,
trying to dial one up," she added with a small chuckle.
"She won't give up Mandy, you know that."
"I know. This is so much harder on her than it is on anyone else."
"You're her baby. Her only baby. You're all she has."
"I know. She says that all the time and it's starting to grate on me."
"Well, let's not dwell on it. Let's find ways to have some fun, to take
your
mind down to the vegging-out level. How about a movie and a sleep over? Mom's
fixing tacos for dinner. You couldn't eat them before, but now you can."
"Yeah, I can for a while. Sounds good. Let me go ask Mom."
Together the two girls got up off the front stoop and went into the large Victorian
house with the wraparound front porch. They found Mandy's mom just where Mandy
had said she'd be, in front of the computer.
Ever since Mandy had been diagnosed, Michele Moore had been frantically looking
for the cure. Every newspaper article, every web site, every hotline was researched
completely in hopes that it would lead to the answer.
"Mom, is it okay if I eat dinner at the Grissen's, then go to the movies
and spend the night with Gabby?"
Michele looked up and smiled. "Sure, honey. Just make sure you keep warm
and don't share your popcorn. Remember you can't afford a cold or the flu right
now. That'll give me a chance to do some more research on-line."
Mandy bent over and gave her mom a kiss on the cheek. "Don't work too hard
on this Mom, it's probably not going to pan out. I've accepted it. Why can't
you?"
Michele wrapped her arms around Mandy and tears filled her eyes. "I just
can't. You're my little girl, you're all I've got. I have to look out for you
the best I can."
"I'm not so little, Mom. I'm sixteen."
"Yes, I know exactly how old you are. I was there when you were born remember?" she
chided. "It was a frosty cold morning. I didn't
even want to get out of bed, but you kept kicking me. I thought you were trying
to
kick your way out. I made it to the hospital with only forty minutes to spare."
"And Daddy came right from the airport, just in time to see me wail," Mandy
added with a sheepish smile. It was a story she'd been told often over the years.
The mention of her father sobered them all up. It was still hard for Michele
to
believe he was gone; that he'd died six years ago piloting a commercial jetliner
that had been improperly designed. For a handful of better quality and more strategically-placed
rivets, her husband, and Mandy's father would still be here today. He would be
here helping her deal with this latest round of bad news.
"C'mon Mandy, let's go," Gabby said as she tried to pull her along.
She
knew what it was like when Mandy and her mom were reminded of her dad. "
'Bye Mrs. Moore. Mom will call you tonight."
"Bye Gabby. You girls be good. And no R-rated movies, you hear?"
"Yes, Mom, we know."
And how they knew! Mandy thought. Her Mom harped about sex and violence in the
movies all the time. She was a really nice lady, but one of the strictest moms
on the planet as far as Gabby and Mandy were concerned.
While the girls watched Maid in Manhattan at the local mall and munched
on popcorn and gummy bears, Michele Moore surfed the Web. She took a break to
reheat some leftover Roast Pork Lo Mein and to make a pot
of her favorite Chai tea. Then she was back again on her iMac. She was trying
desperately to find the clue that would cure her daughter's illness. She knew
without a doubt that the answer was there, she just wasn't sure that she'd find
it in time. And now they were running out of time.
God, how awful she felt in the doctor's office yesterday when he told them the
news. The feeling of dread she felt at that moment was worse than the dread she
lived with after they called about Kevin's plane crashing. She had just begun
to drag herself up out of the mire of that, when Mandy had fallen sick.
Juvenile Myelomonocyctic Leukemia . . . curable to a point, but then steadily
debilitating once a relapse occurred. And she relapsed in June, right after the
school year. What an awful summer they had.
Thank God they didn't have to worry about money. The airline had been generous,
thanks to her attorney, and what was even better, was the survivor's benefits
allowing her to keep their hospitalization. The money spent on Mandy's treatment
was well into the hundreds of thousands. By the time this was all over, they
would
top a million for sure. No doubt about
it. And that was if she died. If she lived, who knew?
Michele's fingers clicked on the mouse and she followed window after window as
new links opened with more information. It was ten o'clock and her eyes were
getting
tired when she stumbled onto a web site detailing umbilical cord blood research
regarding juvenile myelomonocyctic leukemia. Her eyes flew across the page as
she tried to absorb everything. She read it again, and again. Then she printed
darned near the whole damned site. Could it be? Could you really do this?
She turned off the computer, grabbed her mug of now-cold tea, took the printed
papers off the printer ledge and went to her bedroom. Then she sat up in bed
reading
everything all over again until two in the morning.
From what she was reading, if what she was reading was true, Mandy's best chance
for survival would be if they could develop an injection made from umbilical
cord
cells taken from a sibling. Rich cells that came from the umbilical cord that
was routinely discarded after a baby's birth. Mandy had no sibling. Even if she
did, they wouldn't have thought to save the cord. However, another idea tumbled
around in Michele's head until she finally had to say it out loud just to find
out if it sounded as crazy to her ears as it did floating around in her head.
I could have another baby. I could have a baby for Mandy.
Yes, it sounded crazy. Absolutely! She dropped the papers to the floor and took
another sip of her tea. Would she ever get to drink it hot again? She turned
off
the bedside lamp, then she turned on her side and faced Kevin's side of the bed.
She always did that when she was troubled. At times, she actually talked to his
pillow. But this time, she knew what she was thinking was nuts! And he'd probably
tell her so if he could. As she stared past the bed and out the window, she saw
the porch lights on Gabby's house go out. She knew they were on a timer and apparently
it was now 2:13 A.M.
She let her mind wander, hoping it would purge some things so she could actually
get some sleep tonight. Last night, she hadn't been able to sleep at all. Magically,
she fell asleep which allowed her subconscious to take over her troubles for
a while.
***
“That
was a great movie,” Gabby
whispered to Mandy who was in the bed next to hers. “Makes you believe
that even a maid can find her Prince Charming
. . . just like Cinderella.”
“Yeah. But you should always be who you are. It's too hard to carry off
anything
else.”
“It was nice of her friends to try to help her though, and her son.”
“That's what friends do.”
“I wish that I could find a way to help you.”
“Maybe you can.”
“How?” Gabby asked,
forcing herself up on her elbow, her eyes bright with hope.
“I've got an idea
bouncing around in my head. Let me think it over for a while, see if it gels.
Let's get some sleep. We'll talk tomorrow.”
“Okay. 'Night.”
“You can say 'good' night, you know.”
“Nothin's going to be 'good' until you're better. Face it. I'm not sayin'
'good' night, 'good' morning, or 'good' afternoon anymore.”
“God, you're stubborn!”
***
When Michele woke early the next morning, she refrained
from moving. She was afraid if she moved, she would forget everything
that had come
into her
head
in the middle of the night. Everything she had said to Kevin and everything
he had said to her.
Her hand reached out to stroke his pillow and she whispered, "I have
to do all I can to save her Kevin, I know that's what you would want. And
I know
that right now you'd be doing everything in your power to make me pregnant
so we could save our little girl. Now just tell me how I can save her."
Her head lifted a little off the pillow and she saw the picture on his night
stand. The picture of Michele and Kevin and Stephanie and Michael. It had
been his favorite. They'd been skiing at Michael's lodge. It had been such
a happy
time for all of them. Kevin hadn't died in a plane crash and Stephanie hadn't
died in a car crash, leaving Michele and Michael to pick up the pieces and
carry on. Michael was Kevin's twin brother.
Michele sat bolt upright and stared at the photo. His identical twin brother.
Ohmygod! Would he? Could they? Jeez, what an odd thought!
She shook her head and ran her fingers through long auburn tresses that were
tangled from tossing and turning.
Nah. It would never fly. He'd never agree. Still . . . .
She walked into the bathroom, turned on the shower, and stood in front of
the mirror looking at her reflection.
Like anyone would want to lay on top of her and impregnate her. Look at yourself,
she admonished. Stringy hair, sunken cheeks, bags under your eyes, and a
swollen, red nose from crying. Michael, don't you want to do it with me?
she mocked
as she drew off her nightgown and tossed it to the floor. The body wasn't
bad, it could still entice, but Lord, the face and hair needed some work!
She stepped
into the shower and turned the dial to make it as hot as she could stand
it. Her eyes focused on her hand and the finger where she still wore Kevin's
ring.
And when was the last time she'd had a manicure?
As she hung her head under the pulsing stream, she laughed. Michael would
never want her. She wasn't his type. But still . . . there were other ways
to get
pregnant these days that had nothing to do with sex.
For Amanda, she would do it. She knew that she would do anything. Now, how
to get Michael on board with this little plan? He'd loved his brother greatly;
he had been devastated when Kevin had died. Maybe he'd do it for Kevin, if
not for her . . . if not for Amanda.

Shipwrecked
at Sunset
Her next stop was the pier at Sunset Beach where she
was to meet with Mayor Cherri Cheek, Town Manager Linda Fluegel, and
the pier’s owner, Marc Kaplan. The hurricane had effectively
ruined the emergency ramp to the beach, torn out the decking around
the gazebo and washed away yards of asphalt from the parking lot. In
some places the parking lot had pot holes so deep and so wide that
you could lose a car in them.
Cement structures beyond the dune lines were not necessarily a concern under
C.A.M.A., the Coastal Area Management Act. In this case however, dunes had been
compromised and it was necessary to bring in a backhoe to build them up again.
This required permits, permits that were her job to recommend or deny. This one
would be a no-brainer, but there were certain protocols that had to be followed
and far be it from her to stand in the way of the red tape mongers. She would
fill out forms, fax forms, and sign forms. She’d do her part to push everything
forward from here. Still, it would probably be a few weeks before the damage
could be reversed unless different channels, more direct channels, were utilized.
After seeing the breech and measuring the nearby swash, she phoned her boss and
requested an immediate response. If the breech was not taken care of before the
next storm surge, the town would have considerably more damage to contend with
including unnecessary flooding, which in turn would cause unnecessary pollution.
And since the local oyster and mussel beds hadn’t been free of runoff bacteria
from the last hurricanes, more flooding certainly wouldn’t help things.
At the rate the bacteria was building, without the added destruction caused by
hurricanes, the local fishermen wouldn’t be able to harvest these beds
for at least another decade.
Satisfied that she had done everything she could, she walked over to where a
large group of people stood looking down into what appeared to be a huge pit.
Linda, having finished some paperwork of her own, followed her. “That’s
the Vesta. It was buried under the parking lot. In the sixties, it was visible
at low tide through the slats at the end of the pier. That’s how built
up our beach has become over the years, it’s way back here now, hundreds
of feet from the existing pier.”
“What was it?”
“A blockade runner with an unusual history.”
A blockade runner, huh? Interesting, Shelby thought. That man at the museum said
the gun I found was probably from a blockade runner. Although the gun she had
found in the sand had been dug up three beaches north of Sunset Beach, it was
still quite a coincidence to her way of thinking. “What’s going to
happen to it?”
“It’ll be recovered when they dig all this up. The Senior Conservator
has decided that they want it,” Linda said as she indicated the parking
lot that reminded Shelby of craters on the moon. Where the asphalt wasn’t
completely missing, it was cracked or layered on top of itself. It was as if
underground volcanoes had erupted here and there but left no lava or steam.
“The force of mother nature is amazing! I sure have seen some unbelievable
sights this week.” Shelby murmured.
“I’ll bet you have,” Linda commented. “We were lucky
this time, this is all we lost. Thought for a while that the water tower might
buy it. The guys in the fire station said it was groaning the whole night of
the hurricane. Like to drove them crazy! But, the ‘amazing wonder’ made
it through another one. Trees and flooding were our biggest problems this time.
Water, water, everywhere. Miss Glynnis managed to hit just right on the lunar
cycle, the surge was incredible. But we were still very lucky.”
“How’d the evacuating go?”
“Oh, once they announced a category four was on its way, we had no problem
getting people off the island and off the mainland. Glynnis was all alone and
in the dark when she arrived. Guess she didn’t appreciate the hospitality,
so she left us with this big mess!”
“It’s not too bad. At least you’ll get to see the ship raised.”
“Get us those permits we need and I’ll save you a front row seat.”
“They’re in the works. I’ll bet they’ll be here before
you can find yourself an idle backhoe.”
“You may be right about that. I guess I’d better go see if I can
scare one up.”
“When should I come back to see the Vesta?”
“I’ll call you. Not inside of a week, I’m sure. Probably more
likely two. These things generally take years to work out, but Cherri told the
historians that if they wanted the ship, it was now or never. She told ‘em
we weren’t waitin’ for ‘em. If they didn’t get it out
of here by the end of the month, it was going to be buried real good this time.”
“She’s a tough one, that Cherri. By the way, good job on the bridge.”
Linda beamed back at her, “It’s the reason my hair is gray. But what
a party we’re going to have when it’s completed!”
Two weeks later, Shelby stood beside Linda and Police Chief Kerr as the remains
of the Vesta were carefully uncovered and lifted by crane onto the back of a
huge government flatbed. The area had been siphoned out; but still, the muck
the ship had been mired in for many years sucked against it and held it firmly
in place for one last second before releasing it from its watery crypt. With
one loud, sucking slurp, it was free. Up, up, and over it went as the tall crane
lifted and deposited its dripping and oozing carcass on the back of the super-sized
truck. With loud, clanking and crashing sounds, it settled and tilted.
Men jumped from the cab of the truck and began securing it with heavy nautical
chains. It was going to the navy shipyard in Wilmington where its fate would
be determined. Everyone was hopeful that it would find its way to a museum or
be set up as a memorial somewhere in the south.
Shelby watched, fascinated, as the men worked. There was hardly any wood left
to speak of; but from the metal skeleton, you could tell that this had once been
a very large ship. Her new friend at the Maritime Museum in Southport had provided
her with a sketchy history of its past, but nothing had prepared her for the
size of it.
Suddenly, a loud scream reverberated in the air behind her, and everybody turned
to see what had happened. A woman holding a small boy by the hand was sucking
in big breaths of air and letting them out as ear-piercing shrieks.
Chief Kerr and a few of his men, who had been watching the Vesta being
loaded, ran over to where the woman and boy were. One officer, Lisa, a young
mother herself,
gently took her and the boy aside as the others looked into the hole the Vesta had
just been taken from. The wide-eyed look of shock on their faces, along with
their frantically pointing hands and their hastily-curtailed outbursts of obscenities
brought everyone else to their side.
There, in the middle of the muck, flattened and colored with mud, shells and
debris, was what appeared to be a man in uniform—no hat, no face, no flesh,
but still identifiably a man. He wore a heavy jacket over massive shoulders,
now threadbare in many places, a tattered shirt that once could possibly have
been white or cream-colored, long trousers with stripes on the sides, and heavy
boots where the thick-corded trousers ended. Everything was orangish-red from
the clay in the mud except where it was gray from the sand. His light-colored
hair was plastered to his scalp and tiny crabs were picking their way through
it. His hands, clenched by his side, were missing fingers.
Shelby’s hand went to her throat as she gasped. Fascinated, she could not
take her eyes from the sight. All around her, women were sobbing and men were
cursing but she didn’t pay them any attention. As gruesome as the scene
before her was, she was morbidly drawn to it. Who was he? And how did he get
there under the ship?

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